So i’ve come to find out recently that alot of things that i thought were true are not true. Now theres alot of things that im not going to post here because frankly its not anyones business but mine and those that i feel are lucky enough to be included in my circle of trust.

Honesty does not get you anywhere in this life. This is one of the things that i’ve learned. Let me elaborate. You tell someone the truth, thinking oh ok they will understand. People want to know the truth. They yearn to know the truth. They flat out demand to know the truth. However not to sound to cliche here, People honestly cannot handle the fucking truth.
You tell them the truth no matter how it makes them feel, because you feel that its better then lying to them. but NO, you tell people the truth and the first thing they do is automatically assume that your lying! and why do they do this? they do this because the truth is not what they wanted to hear.
they want to hear whatever makes them happy. Not whats true.

I dont know where im going in this life, however i know that i will not be lying to people just to make them fucking happy.

If i dont like you. Then you will know that i dont like you.
If i think you are someone that i want as a friend. Then you will know this.
Life is too short to have to tiptoe around just because people are too sensitive.
Im sorry if people have gotten hurt in the past few days by things i have said or done. Im not sorry for things i have told people because its the fucking truth.

Next, Dont fucking lie to me for most of my life then expect me to automatically accept the fact that the things i knew for 24 years are false. Not gonna happen, not ever going to fucking happen.

I honestly dont know where im heading in life. I wake up and live each day for each day. I’m too young and too unexperienced to spend my time here worrying about what happened when i was young or whats going to happen when im thirty.
Its 5 pm in Pittsburgh, Pa. Im sitting in an office at a desk ive earned, looking at work responsiblities that ive earned and as i do this i realize that so far ive done pretty well doing the things the way i do them. So if you dont like that, or ive said something to piss you off, or if you think im asshole or you are just pissed at me in general in the words of Tech N9ne: “If you mad at me, Sorry and Shit.”

Peace im out
See you tommorow.


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